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So, I stopped, and was thinking, “Maybe this is just a prayer scenario.” But then my friend said I should just share with him and he would explain to him what was going on. For some reason this seemed like a good idea. However, in the midst of things, I felt like God was saying, “Don’t share the Gospel with him. Just give him the encouragement.”
Now. I would think at this point we have about three divergent
points of view:
View #1 – You lost me at prophetic. What the hell are you on
about?
View #2 – Why would you not share the Gospel? You’re a
heretic, and did you notice you just used the word “hell” in view #1? You
should only use that word when sharing the Gospel.
View #3 – Totally makes sense. He is after all in Mississippi
and heard the Gospel 147-million times…this week.
Now, being past the situation, I am pointedly in camp #3,
but in the midst of the situation I was closer to camp #2. You see, I grew up a
good Southern Baptist. Sharing the Gospel, preaching on street corners, doing
missions…these are the things you do. It is part and parcel to being a good
Evangelical. So, I wrestled with it.
Now, my inner-Evangelical is still freaking out, and here is
(I think) why: what I did seems mighty close to universalism. It seems close to
saying, this dude is okay without reminding him that Jesus is the way, the
truth and the life, and none come to the Father except through him (John 14:6).
That was troublesome to me. But, what I felt was this—I was actually learning
to trust in the sovereignty of God. I was learning to say that God is God and I
am not. I was reminded of this Scripture: What, after
all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants, through whom you came to
believe—as the Lord has assigned to each his task. I planted the seed, Apollos
watered it, but God has been making it grow. So neither the one who plants nor
the one who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. The one
who plants and the one who waters have one purpose, and they will each be
rewarded according to their own labor. For we are co-workers in God’s service;
you are God’s field, God’s building. – 1 Corinthians 3:5-9.
What I felt in this situation, is I was called to a specific
purpose. I needed to trust that God knows the way of this dude’s heart…and I
don’t. I don’t know why God wanted me to speak this particular word. I don’t
know why God didn’t want me to share the Gospel. I do know that in this
situation it was what felt like obedience. But it also created a tension that I
have to deal with. And I would say we all have to deal with.
It reminds of this: evangelism is good…with certain caveats.
I don’t think I will ever be a street corner preacher. I would suck at that. And
if I try to function in that, without the blessing of God, I will probably do
more harm than good. I believe God has called me to use my gifts and that
applies to evangelism. The problem is, until this encounter I had never seen
the intersection of something like the prophetic with evangelism. They were two
distinct entities. I think this is the result of one too many spiritual gifts
assessments. I “know” what my gifts are. However I have let that knowledge keep
me from learning how they are a part of all things faith.
I'd be the worst street corner preacher ever. And that billboard is perhaps
the greatest photobomb in the existence of the interwebs.
Just because I am a guitar-picking, hospitable prophet (tongue in cheek…please know I would never call myself a prophet!!!) doesn’t mean I’m not called to evangelize. I think we all know this. But I lived in such a way that I removed myself from that part of faith.
But this encounter reminded me of something. God has
uniquely crafted each of us, and called each of us to the manifold Kingdom of
God. My responsibility is to learn obedience to my part. This time I was called
to something akin to evangelism, but I was only called to a specific part. I
view it is planting a seed. I will probably never reap the harvest with this guy,
but I trust that the harvest will be reaped. I trust God’s sovereign plan,
however that looks, will be accomplished in his life. And that is all I need to
do. I don’t need to weigh myself down with excess baggage and guilt for not
laying out Romans road, or whatever your congregation uses.
And I think that is how I understand that I have not
resigned myself to universalism. What I have done is determined, “God is
sovereign. I can trust that my response to Him is enough. And I will be
responsive to Him throughout the process with this guy or any other person.”
Even if that makes me look like I’m a terrible Evangelical.
Nicely put! I'm with you on this for sure. I suck at evangelism unless there's an actual opportunity for it. I'm not a fan of the Jesus Juke: http://www.jonacuff.com/stuffchristianslike/2010/11/the-jesus-juke/
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